Saturday 30 May 2020

The Actress

The Actress

Its dark
Not a warm intimate peaceful dark
Rather a cold frightening silence.
A sniff
A sobbing gulp
An anguished sigh
Warble from unseen source.

Click!

The spotlight moons her arid features
Softly lined but old too soon.
Trembling misty blue pupils mirror hopelessness.
Thin wispy lips, grey, draw air
But only just enough to further life.
The once proud jutting jaw sags
To her naked chest, leaden eyelids fall
And plug the leaking pools,
A paltry, yet poignant plea
For sane relief.

Quivering fingers clasp, rise up in prayer
Shadow her last wretched attempt
At self effacement.
Despair lingers in the open searching mouth.

"I'm off now!
I shan’t be back."

Click!
Bang!
The heavy wooden door slams tight.

Its dark
Not the expectant final curtain call pause,
Rather the empty eerie tomb of real life.
Its dark, so very dark.


Wednesday 27 May 2020

Earth Bowl

The Jam Factory in Adelaide is a long established craft/art/shop/studio providing facilities/education in Ceramics, Glass, Furniture, and Jewellery and Metal. Years ago I purchased some gorgeous bowls for my wife and they still take pride of place in our lounge today.
  
Earth Bowl

Born of Gippsland's gypsum soils
waterfalls of earth's ochres bubble,
spill across the furled cream porcelain rim
surge down the vitreous scarp, inside and out;
eccentric, splashing streams of hydrated oxide
autumnal shades, pale yellow, light tan,
burnt orange, dull cerise,
hug steep sides,
curl and swirl,
twist and eddy,
spiral down
the funneling alabaster gorge;
rushing beneath the impervious glaze
rivulets of racing colour
chase and scurry to the bowl's base,
blend imperceptibly
in saucer shaped sorcery,
surrender their individual identities,
compose adjoining pools
of purest powder blue.


Sunday 24 May 2020

Just After The Rain

Just After The Rain

It’s a misty monochrome morning
just after the rain,
darkness like some Lithgow coal miner's
drab woollen scarf
still stubbornly clings to the low cloud base,
which beheads the taller trees
saturating, smothering the mountain
with a gloomy grey bonnet,
its matching damp overcoat
enshrouds the undergrowth
dripping and dribbling incessantly.

It’s a misty monochrome morning
rain’s remnants roll
gracefully down, around and under
lichen clad branches,
skate across narrow eucalypt leaves
and with nowhere else to go
collect en masse until,
through their own accumulated weight,
they plip plop drop rhythmically
splash the sodden mulch below
initiate new flows of mountain life.

It’s a misty monochrome morning
secluded chasms
accentuate the sound of lonely ASICS Airmax
slapping sloppy gravel
slurping, sliding, slipping
through the meandering muddy wash
as relentlessly it scurries
scouring, eroding
the corrugated sandstone track,
its chosen drainage channel
to its mother creek below.

It’s a misty monochrome morning
a sneaky sunbeam
infiltrates the fog foreshortened horizon
momentarily illuminates
spectacular spider web chandeliers
suspended skillfully between high branches
trapped raindrop baubles,
transparent captives,
glistening across the valley
like dangling glow worms
deep in dark Jenolan Caves

It’s a misty monochrome morning
at the viewing ledge,
the invisible sounds of a rampaging creek
and the pounding roar of its self sacrifice
mystically, musically vanish
through the drizzling dampness
in sensual counterpoint
into the valley void below;
truly nothing else compares to the
morning mood of my Mountains Blue
just after the rain.


Wednesday 20 May 2020

Pension Day In A City Park

Pension Day In A City Park

ARRIVING

In the heat city cauldron where nature's retreat
is a poor person's paradise for doddering feet,
shuffling their way along cracked concrete paths
to the central fountain's waterless baths,
beneath significantly ageing palms
the scene is set for old comrades at arms.
Though shadows are still short,
brown bagged bottles of port
mean their pensions been spent
and now they’re all hell bent
on cerebral bliss down alcohol way
in crossing the threshold there's no dismay,
for they drink and they drink
but they don't stop to think
not even one minute
or their minds won't be in it.

TELLING TALES

Yet the regulars know exactly their part
old Stumpy Jane plays the Kings Cross tart
for the boys from the front, back home on leave,
with flaunts and taunts she flatters to deceive.
While Tommy's Churchill, much maligned,
recounts brave battles from his fading mind,
like the African desert, the sands of his time
cover up the carnage, hide the reason and rhyme.
Like his namesake, Monty, a hero in tanks,
beloved both by officers and other ranks,
pounded by Rommel, the scenes he narrates,
weeps now in the death of his desert rat mates.
From Kokoda, Changi and the Burma trail
uniformed stories in turn they regale
of conditions so squalid and punishments tough,
where the bravest of brave said enough is enough,
gasped their last breaths bequeathed lessons to learn,
for survivors to lobby on their hero’s return,
swearing never to enter such theatres again,
but Nam features too, tinged with orange rain.

BED TIME

When liquor has finally quenched life's spark
they blend with the benches, its way after dark;
the lone wail of a siren, a stray dog's bark
the night time sounds of that warm city park
fade away in their bedroom, that great outdoors,
disregarding the signs, park covenants and laws
they now sleep their gift to a young generation,
in freedom they dream of Anzac veneration.

GOING HOME

But harsh, the noise of commuter intrusion
(that vision splendid was just an illusion)
wakes up the old statues from bedtime benches
their noses wrinkle at grog vomit stenches;
coughing and wheezing and blinking at light
sad city morning breakfast sight,
they farewell their bench mates
desert, jungle and trench mates
to return to the hovels, rewards of life past
having spent the pensions they wish were their last.





Sunday 17 May 2020

The Last Gum Tree

The Last Gum Tree

I am the last park ranger
And I am proud to be in charge of this last gum tree
I am the last eco tourist
And I traveled far to photograph this last gum tree
I am the last Eastern Rosella
And I flew for days to perch in this last gum tree
I am the last Rock Wallaby
And I crave the cooling shade of this last gum tree
I am the last state premier
And I pledge full protection for this last gum tree
I am the last property developer
And I wisely bought the land around this last gum tree
I am the last home builder
And I have no option but to bulldoze this last gum tree
I am the last conservationist
And I will passively resist the felling of this last gum tree
I am the last news reporter
And I will cover live the demise of this last gum tree
I am the last Koori elder
And I weep for the death of my brother this last gum tree
I am the endless spirit of all trees
My seed, buried deep in time, will perpetuate this last gum tree.


Wednesday 13 May 2020

The Poet, The Pusher And The Priest

The Poet, The Pusher And The Priest

Each one sought her mutating mind
and perhaps her nubile body too,
for she was still young and pretty
jobless and impressionable
homeless and vulnerable
just another statistical failure
lost in search of her relevance
lost in search of her reality
lost in search of inner peace.

Locked deep inside her mental coffers
sinister strains of an ageing Leonard Cohen
softly spewing his Sisters of Mercy
enigmas tattooed on her obsession
please take my mind to that higher plane
she would always entreat
to nobody, anybody who’d care to listen
in the King’s Cross cafe crowd
and my body’s yours for the night.

The cake and cappuccino crusted lips
of a sometime, past time popular poet
and professional welfare worker
whispered to her through the heavy haze
I will take your mind to that higher plane
deliver you truth in metre, rhyme and reason
open realms of fascination
to expand and tantalise your senses
if your body’s mine for the night.

Her mental gymnastics no compensation
for their sordid physical counterpart
she sought out the street corner dreamer
and the smartly suited stranger smiled
I will take your mind to that higher plane
deliver you truth gift wrapped in a capsule
create worlds of instant vision
to stimulate and intensify your reality
if your body’s mine for the night.

Desperate and dependent on the needle
now dreading her dope filled destiny
she sought out the white collar of hope
her salvation a drop in cleric who counseled
I will take your mind to that higher plane
deliver you truth and sanctity in Elysium
inject spiritual eternity
replace the recreational poisons in your life
if your soul is mine for the night.

Her ashes plaque proclaims this creed
In a selfish world she found no trust
no care, no truth, no love just lust
in a vision inspired by impure cocaine
she took her own mind to that higher plane
where relevance, reality and inner peace
are achieved by absolute body release;
sisters have mercy on our child deceased
abused by the poet, the pusher and the priest.”

 

Sunday 10 May 2020

The Voice Of Reason

More words and pictures; one of my Gimp friends will recognise these words

The Voice Of Reason

Come to me, speak to me, confide in me
and do not fear your confused beliefs
they are tainted by perplexity and contradiction
the trials of your daily life
for you are yet young, pursue life even now
in simple terms as when, in childish wonder,
you chased your first blue butterfly;
so trust in me
for I am the voice of reason.

Come to me, speak to me, confide in me
and do not fear your lovelorn heart
you must suffer the searing sword of unrequited love
that shreds your self esteem
for you are yet young, still selflessly expect
each prince gallant to sweep you off your feet,
to captivate not delude you;
so trust in me
for I am the voice of compassion.

Come to me, speak to me, confide in me
and do not fear your honest mistakes
they form the solid root ball of your lifelong learning tree
reject unworthy critics
for you are yet young, but cultivate your mind,
seek truth that you might challenge and confound
those eyes awaiting your demise;
so trust in me
for I am the voice of experience.

Come to me, speak to me, confide in me
and do not fear our temporal void
since I am never far away in spirit and will attend
in time of moral strife,
for you are yet young, deserve such guiding hand
in adulthood as much as when a child you chased me;
yes, I was that first blue butterfly,
so trust in me
for I am the voice of love.


Friday 8 May 2020

A Still Summer's Night In Sydney Looking West

The Blue Mountains to the west, sadly fire ravaged in recent times, provide exotic sunsets throughout the year. Here are some words (two poems) and a picture in appreciation of one of nature's gifts.

 
Purple, Vermilion and Grey

Tricolour spectrum erupts at sundown
From behind the mountain's glorious crown
Fiery bright rays pure cosmic might
Farewell the day and herald night.

Deep sheets of shimmering flame appear
Refract in the cooling atmosphere
On dappled kite clouds hanging still
Vermilion twilight, shepherds will.

Pale blue mountain eucalypt haze
Backdrop beauty for city days
Mellows further when evening kissed
Reflective rays yield purple mist.

Ascendant crescent moon holds sway
Foreground contours fade away
Complete the super artist's day
In colours of vermilion, purple now grey. 
 

A Still Summer's Night In Sydney Looking West

In sunset shadow, sitting atop the gum nut carpeted concrete steps, just lazing,
fragrant gardenias, old potted aromatic invaders, boldly blossom at my right.
Short summer twilight skies above, now don their Sydney best, just gazing
west and listening to all that is silent, calm and tranquil at this time of night.

Thirty degrees of radiant, setting summer sun journey on to western worlds,
bequeath a balmy, cooler ambience as cloudless azure skies fade swiftly dark.
From shades of indigo, royal and sapphire, the night sky artist then unfurls
a light lemon fringe to trim, in soft silhouette, the taller treetops in the park.

The amber blush of dusk glows low, backdrops the eucalypt's crochet canopy,
profiles cardboard cut out trunks and snaking boughs against those last dim rays.
The evening world of sombre shadow seems shielded by this protective panoply
of patrolling light, guardian against encroaching gloom, guarantor of future days.

The waning crescent moon, dawdling across the darkened eastern sky, respects
and reflects its mighty master, observing its rightful place in this solar scheme.
Countless sister stars, concealed, await the dimming sun's command as it directs
these cool custodians of the night, to protect its human subjects as they dream.

My mood and the western sky hues progressively intensify as day dissipates
until there is no sun, no cloud, no wind, no noise except my own heart's beat.
Nothing but emotion uncanny, and it thrills me to know that my favourite mates,
the Blue Mountains to the west, revel yet in the glorious magic of solar retreat.

In mellow moonlight shadow, still seated on those gum nut littered steps unswept,
just listening, some sudden, silent signal sets crickets chirping and in the creek
invisible, fornicating frogs burp their orgasms, join the treetop chorus inept
of a cockatoo cacophony, staking out territory for the umpteenth time this week.

By street lights bright seductive spiders spin their sport amongst the back lit trees
to trap beetles and moths in hazardous night flight unwittingly plying their quest,
but then soft tinkle tonks of tuned wind chimes announce the cool southerly breeze
and toll the end of my vigil, on a still summer's night in Sydney, looking west.





Wednesday 6 May 2020

Fragments (for My Father)


Fragments (for My Father)
Vague memories disconnected
from a life lived long ago
in a far foreign land
of a man I never really knew;
fragments, glass shards
from a broken mirror
tenderly reassembled
cannot reveal
his complete or true reflection
now seen through time distorted.



Monday 4 May 2020

Candles On the River

Candles On the River
By stark Genbaku Domu
under Aioi-bashi bridge
(where the Little Boy still plays)
this August night each year
commemorative candles
glide gently down the Ota River,
lucid lanterns of learning
for long lost symbolic souls
of youth and innocence past,
or the sores of wars of men
who would not agree
to simply disagree.


Saturday 2 May 2020

Journey’s End

Using words and a picture to tell a story.

Journey’s End
It's journey’s end
a deserted terminus
so dark despite
dim lights on high
that accentuate
the clammy swirling fog
enshrouding him at ground level,
and progressively dissolving
all discernible shapes;
clutching his destiny
to a heaving chest
he listens to the stillness
all around him,
somehow unsure if the trip
is really over
or if there is, maybe,
an onward connection here;
he rests still,
alone and anonymous,
for a micro second
reflecting instinctively
on the journey past,
worried whether
he has left anything
worthwhile behind;
he shivers suddenly
feels the chill night atmosphere
totally envelop him
now knows his next
and final journey
has begun.


Friday 1 May 2020

A couple of bunches of grapes in a thick walled, pink glass bowl ... well why not?